Mindblowing

I've been having the best orgasms lately. I think it's a combination of a few things:

- There's been a little more activity than usual on the dating front over the last month or so. I got hit on a few times on my vacation, and even kissed, and I came back home deciding that I want to start dating. That decision was instrumental for me. I've always been good at the "Well, I didn't want to do that anyway!" mode of thinking, which probably didn't do much in dislodging the "fuck you" sign I've apparently had glued to my forehead for years. And I have a date this weekend. *blushes*

- I have a little wee (monstrously growing) crush right now on someone I see every day. Someone I really can NOT date. But it's fun, thrilling, even if it's all just in my head. That's the body's largest sex organ, after all.

There has been absolutely no physical changes (in my toys, techniques, positions), so this upswing is most definitely centred in my mind.

How cool is that? Mental health has a qualitative affect on masturbation, and vice versa.